I don't think it's depression. Everyone seems to think I should be depressed. Bad things keep happening in my life. People keep dying. I keep losing things. But I don't feel depressed. I've been there before and it was never like this. I think I'm just lost. I'm not going anywhere. Nothing's changing. I'm not sure I'm actually living. I think I'm just existing. I don't feel sad or burdened by it. I just feel distanced and sort of numb.

That's probably why I haven't done anything about it. I'm too distanced from it. I still feel, things. It's just very remote. The only time I ever feel anything immediate and overwhelming is when I wake up from my nightmares. I wonder if they're not night terrors. I had them when I was younger, night terrors, that is. I wake up and it takes me a long time to realize it's not real. The nightmares aren't real.

Maybe I'm crazy. Does anyone else ever think that? How do I know?

TouuSan TouuSan 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2008

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You are not crazy you are just traumatized. You should see an expert like a psychologist or an NLP professional. Or maybe go to an NLP practitioners course and you will learn how to make yourself think and sleep without nightmares. I do not know where you are from but NLP courses and professionals can be riched all over the world. I went to Phoenix ,Arizona.If you want more info I will be glad to offer.

How do you know? How does it feel to you? DO you feel crazy and are you o.k. with that or do you know how different you wan to be?