I Wish I Could Help Myself.

 I don't know what I'm doing or why I'm here.  I think of this often... always.  I find myself crying to sleep at the end of the night.  Just knowing tomorrow will be the same devastates me.  I've tried to find my way many different ways.  It never works.

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22-25, F
3 Responses Mar 13, 2009

our lives are meaningless our phisical bodies feel pain and sadness but when you die know one knows what happens it could be an endless nightmare so be happy for what you have now in time

i know how u feel and i agree with navyvets comment. We def can get lost so easily and then forget or are too scared to ask for help. <br />
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I know that i was always too scared/embarrassed to ask for help(i always would think that ppl are going to think 'wow she's so stupid, how did she not know that' but in reality they don't really think that at all<br />
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but anyway i wish you well and hope that you can get un-lost

I have a suggestion as to why you, or anyone is here. That is to promote positve actions, help others, forgive those who tresspass against us, & honor family.<br />
Just an idea.