Funny How That Works

I am at home and I can't get you off of my mind.

You were a ****** boyfriend. You never made any kind of effort to come see me or talk to me or text me first, so I don't understand.
I don't understand how I can possibly miss you so much when there isn't much to miss.

I miss sneaking out to see you every night. I miss cuddling with you in your room. I miss hearing you sing and play the guitar. I miss your lips and kissing you. I miss our random, weird conversations...

But, still. I felt I was putting more effort into the relationship than you were. Maybe I was expecting to much?
 Ugh, can't you see how torn I am?

I can't stop thinking...
And you are just living you life like I never existed.


Funny how that works.

I didn't get much out of the relationship, expect for the jealousy you brought of me and this **** that stays on my mind. 

...Why do I still love you?

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May 17, 2012