A Lost Day.

All I did was lived I wish I had the answers,I wish I could say I've gotten better since then but I haven't I been stuck this way for years I've haven't gotten better or worse I'm just lost I live with no reason... I just do I get myself up and live anther day, I do it just to do it.There are days I feel better and worse,I want to kill myself then I dnt... I can tell myself things will get better that you'll be happy again and all things i wanna believe but it all be a lie...I dnt even kno who I am,I feel so lifeless I have many things to live for an look foward to but i still feel lost and depress at times...