A Lost Day.

All I did was lived I wish I had the answers,I wish I could say I've gotten better since then but I haven't I been stuck this way for years I've haven't gotten better or worse I'm just lost I live with no reason... I just do I get myself up and live anther day, I do it just to do it.There are days I feel better and worse,I want to kill myself then I dnt... I can tell myself things will get better that you'll be happy again and all things i wanna believe but it all be a lie...I dnt even kno who I am,I feel so lifeless I have many things to live for an look foward to but i still feel lost and depress at times...
Confusedlo20 Confusedlo20
26-30, M
2 Responses May 8, 2012

That's how I feel when depression washes over me. I never know when it is coming or when It ease up. Like everyone here, I have had some major stress and trauma in my life. I still feel that we can overcome this. I pray a lot even when I did not know what to believe in.

I don't know your story, so what took your happy away? Get it back. Its your happiness, and nobody is going to hand it to you. Everything will be fine, make it fine for yourself. If you need to talk, drop me a message. I may not always reply asap, but I will reply and it will be with care :] Good luck, and please don't give up.

Alot of things have happen but who knows wat it was exactly..but thankyou