The Rainbow Closetive know him for almost 3 years. I've loved him from the moment I met him. he is my best friend.
our story is complicated. very complicated but we have made it through together.
I met him my 6th grade year. he had a girlfriend and I was caught up with some guy. but that didn't stop the feelings we felt and how we talked like we had grown up together.
my favorite day so far was July 10th 2010. it was the day he said that perfect phrase:
*on the phone*
*we are carrying on a conversation and laughing up a storm; suddenly he becomes completely silent*
me~ is something wrong Brandon?
me~ what do you want to say? don't worry you can tell me anything.
him~ I --- I think I'm in love with you
me~ *wondering if he's serious; I didn't want to say my true feelings unless he was serious*
me (to myself): I trust him
me (to him) : I love you too
well you see at this time I had a boyfriend and I didn't want to break up with him over the phone or anything because it was summer break so I decided to break up with him as soon as school started.. well Brandon got jealous because I wouldn't cheat on the guy with him so he ignored me for a week after talking non
we got everything worked out with alot of appologies from both sides. like I mentioned, everythings difficult..
we never actually dated because of a few stupid mistakes on both our sides. when we were both free and I asked him if he wanted to be with me, he decided he wanted to be with my friend( let's call her Dianne)
me being stupid, I got I'm touch with an old boyfriend and goodfriend and we started going out. basically when one was single the other was with someone. all the time this happened..
all until November 24th, 2011
my boyfriend ha broken up with me 2 days before, i was hurt even though I had seen it coming and I wasn't really into him anymore..
* let me take a minute to catch you up on a quick detail.. I had moved out of the town and school with a on October 29th 2010. I was now being homeschooled*
Brandon had helped me through everything. if I wanted to take a chance it had to be now.. I told him on a facebook message " I am so in love with you" well he told me he felt the same and then asked me " if someone wanted to ask you out, would you want them to call you or do it over a message" I told him that I would mind either way
so he called me and assured me that it was for 'no certain reason' he asked me to be his
of course I said yes but my heart was crushed when he broke it off 16 hours and 22 minutes later..
we continued to talk and continued our I loves yous but we were never together.. we never have been together but we still continue our love to this day and I sweat this will be the man I marry someday. he's my everything. hes perfect. I'm the happiest I've ever been and it's all because of him