Hopeless Crush?

Lately, I've been having a crush on a classmate I met a couple of weeks ago. At first, I was just a bit curious to get to know him more, but I just couldn't get myself to strike up a conversation with him. He seems like a fun and outgoing person around other people, but whenever I wave and smile at him, he reacts indifferently. He'll make eye contact with me very briefly with a straight face, but he doesn't really do anything more than that. I want to actually say "hello", but I just can't bring myself to do it, and his indifference isn't really helping me either...

I'm becoming more convinced that he doesn't want anything to do with me, and I'm pretty convinced that he thinks I'm weird. Recently, I've gotten so anxious around him that I'll fidget with my arms and I'll just smile because I won't know what else to do. Sometimes, I won't even be able make eye contact with him whenever I pass by him outside of class.

I don't know... I feel that it's not likely that we'll ever have any sort of good relations between us. As for compatibility, I don't think we really have any common interests. But then again, I don't really know anything about this guy... But if he's going to continue to react to me nonchalantly or detached whenever I greet him, then I guess I should just leave him be and try to move on.

What do you think?

Thanks for reading this! I appreciate it. :)
HannersBananers HannersBananers
18-21, F
Sep 23, 2012