Has God Forsaken Me?
I am very, very, VERY angry with GOD! I feel he has forsaken me and has left me alone to fight evilness- of which I am not well equipped.
I am mad because he has not yet delivered me from the grip of evilness. There are people out there seeking to do me harm and have been successful at hurting me and he hasn't stopped them nor has he allowed me to to get access away from those people.
Does he even hear my prayers? Does he know of my anguish? Does he love me? Why would he leave me at their mercy to hurt me and allow me no reprieve. I am being falsely accused, why hasn't be vindicated me?
Has he left me alone to fight this battle? Does he want to me to suffer because I am unworthy of his mercy? Why has he allowed evil to perservere and not stop them in their tracks? Why has he allowed me to suffer and wonder where my salvation is?
I am scared, fearful, angry, hurt, begging for help and he has left me alone. Why has he forsaken me?
I pray for forgiveness. I repent my sins. I ask God for deliverance. I beg for mercy. but I know not what else to do. I don't think I am strong enough to endure much more. I am weary and tired and they (evildoers) are relentless in their attacks.
Lord, hold me, help, save me, love me... rescue me, deleiver me, come into my heart and release me, give me peace and allow my life to continue and allow me to be stronger. I want out of this situation. I have an opportunity, please allow me to move on away from this poison. Please do not forsake me, I am a child of yours...