Lonely

I am Lonely.
Starving.
In need of...affection? Comfort? Warmth?
Him...?
One, just beyond my reach. Another, a million miles away...
Wanting to be close, but without commitment, without love...
Wanting nothing to do with "that girl", having his heart set on another...

Oh yeah...that's right...I had forgotten how deep in the friend zone everybody shoved me in...
Forgotten that I didn't deserve love.
Forgotten that I had been forgotten.

Does he even know...?
That it hurts when he tells me about the girl he is trying to "win over"
Does he know?
How bad it felt to know I would never have a chance...
To see him upset and know nothing I could ever do would help...?

Maybe I don't just want how good you can make my body feel...
Maybe I want you to speak to me more than the passing "Hellos"...
Maybe...
Just Maybe

I'm Lonely...
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Jan 11, 2013