In The Same Bed But In Seperate Worlds
My husband and I have been married almost 2 years, March 10,2011, and I have to hug myself to sleep almost everynight. I am so tired of his sneakiness and crying myself to sleep because i feel unpretty. It started almost immediately after our marriage and I am just tired of feeling so alone when someone is next to me. He was my best friend and now he seems like a stranger. We never communicate, unless i instigate it, we don't kiss or hug, unless I practically beg or am going to work, and we go to sleep most night without saying a thing. I have been having this arguement with him for almost 2 years and he gets better for a day or 2 and then goes back to his ways. i don't think i can live like this and told him I thought we were headed for divorce last Monday. He got better for 4 days and this weekend was pretty much back to his old self. i am not a nagger and my body is the same since we got together. i work out and do everything that i have always done. I finally told him if he didn't want to hug, kiss, love, or sex me I could do it myself and not even that got his attention. I am almost ready to give him his ring. The way I feel is i have to do for myself what my husband should be doing then i should be by myself. we have 3 kids and our mood affects our home life. I am so tired.