I Am Married and Alone
Here we go again. My mom took the kids for the night and instead of having a nice evening with my husband it turns to another big fight with him raising his voice. SHOCKER! I don’t really understand how things work. Just an hour ago he said he wanted to have a nice relaxing night and now this. It shouldn’t really surprise me one bit cause whenever we have a night alone together it ends like this…him in another room pissed and ******** all over me and my family and me wondering why I even thought we could have a nice night together.
It so hard to keep trying to figure out reasons to stay. When I keep things bottled up in side things are ok with us. He tries to hold my hand, lightly touches me on the arm or stomach to let me know he’s there. That denotes to me he cares, but then we have situations like this. Are we only good when people are around? Is this what life is going to be like.
It so hard to keep trying to figure out reasons to stay. When I keep things bottled up in side things are ok with us. He tries to hold my hand, lightly touches me on the arm or stomach to let me know he’s there. That denotes to me he cares, but then we have situations like this. Are we only good when people are around? Is this what life is going to be like.