Is It Still There?
I've been married now for 4 years and I feel like a strange in my marriage. People say it's the way I act because i am strong willed and stubborn. I know i have shut down all my feeling because i feel lost. I actually feel like a toliet, pissed on sh!!ed on, and not cleaned. It's horrible to feel like that but i guess if your scared you will shut down and start being depressed. Lately my husband has been keeping late hours after 12 midnight and the lastest time has been 6 am, what am i to do, what i am i to think? Is my suspicious true, is there another woman besides me is there someone taking my place, is this why im feeling alone. I thought when you are man and wife you have some type of understanding. Granted i have had a few mishaps in my relationship but i admitted my faults, which is not usual for a hot headed, quick tempered person to do. Did i push him away or did we both push each other away? How to re kindle this marriage? There is a lot going on to much to explain, I just want the man i feel iinlove with back.