Wake Up Call Explains Loneliness
I have done many stupid things - #1: got involved with husband on the rebound; #2: Took the problems on myself as it was my fault and responsible to fix; 3#: take marriageas a "commitment; 4# continue to try to find a silver lining in this rotten situation. I am ready to throw in the towel - husband is not capable of a loving, responsible relationship anymore. He created it by his own choice- alcohol and drugs! 10+ yrs of his abusing alcohol and drugs, and abusing me has hit its toll. I can't do it anymore, the loneliness, depression, stress, heartbreak, etc. is just too much. I keep trying to be positive, but every morning I start my day with getting up and facing him, and the reminders of all he's destroyed. I can't get pass it. I even tried "Fireproof"s - the love Dare" -- and I can't get past day 1 of patience!