Anyone Near 33541?

I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998.

I have 20 + years of my life invested in this man. He is the only man I have ever loved. He knows I am gay and we have looked for a triad relationship with a bi-female but only had one person that we both really felt something for, but they met someone closer to them. We really do not have a sexual relationship and he loves me so he tries to understand. But it is not fair to either of us.

We have 4 fur kids that mean the world to us, they are our kids. Never had children.

Lately, I have been thinking about finding others like me nearby to connect with or fellow lesbians that understand where I am coming from. Some can be very harsh and not understand why a lesbian ever would be married to a man.

Any advice? Thanks for your support.
deathsmiled deathsmiled
31-35, F
2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

It's ok. Don't feel guilty just have lesbian affairs

Just keep talking and sharing on here. Sooner or later you may find someone on here that lives close to you and in the same situation. You will find that there a lot on EP that are married and looking for the same. Good luck and please keep us posted