I Am Definately Gay But Married To A Woman
From the time I was a little boy, I was aware that I had an attraction to the same sex. I went up until 28 living a life style that was very dangerous. I met my wife then. We were married that same year and the next had our first of 3 children. All this time I was still very attracted to men. After 20 years of marriage, I realize that I want out of the relationship but still have 2 little boys at home. I am in the dark as what to do. I want to go back to what i am attracted to, but I don't want to hurt the kids.