I Am Totally Freaking Sad About Our Marriage!
I am indeed always talking and talking about this marriage stuff. But I am really sad about things. Our relationship didn't grow. We got married who barely doesn't know each other. I feel this anxious thing all over my body, the time I got into it. It makes me sad that I am the one who is ruining our marriage. I cant handle it. I want to live happily with him, but it seems my mind is now USELESS. I feel sorry for him. I feel sorry because he got married with the wrong girl who knows nothing. =( I am always praying to GOD to take me. I dont want to loose him, but I cant change!