It Was Not Always Like This...

We have had some really wonderful memories together.  It seems as though the memories are getting harder to remember.  When we were first married we made plans together.  We traveled and explored, being together was the main objective and she seemed to need me and want me to be at her side.  We have since changed and I have been left behind.  Her free time is consumed with her hobbies.  One of her loves is the equestrian life which is fine but I am allergic to horses. She now makes all of her plans around equestrian events.  I do think it is good to have hobbies but this is much more than a hobby.  It is almost a calling that consumes all energy and time and thought.  I find now that I have an inordinate amount of time on my hands but no one to share it with.  It is like being married and yet single with restrictions. I am.
14jhodges 14jhodges
46-50, M
May 16, 2012