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I Am Married But Lonely

My Sad Story

By: pisces1987
Written on September 1st, 2012
I wont say my husband doesnt loves me. I think he does. But not enough, not as much as I want him to. To me he means the whole world and happiness. But to him I am just a part of his life, a small part. I am so unhappy with my life. I wish my parents hadnt forced me to get married so soon. If only they had given me a chance to be independent first. But wishing wont bring back that time in my life. All I can do now is cry.
By: pisces1987
Age: 22-25 , Female
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    lovelifetoday
    lovelifetoday

    That's true, at your age, you have plenty of time.

    Sep 2, 2012
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    montanatomkat
    montanatomkat

    and at your age the world and yer life is ahead,, go find happiness ,,,its there,,

    Sep 2, 2012
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    Pmacphoto
    Pmacphoto

    You are in a tough place and you need to make a decision on what you are going to do. If you stay with him there are only a couple of choices you can pick from.

    Sep 1, 2012
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    montanatomkat
    montanatomkat

    ya a bunch of us in the same boat !! need love and a lover !!

    Sep 1, 2012
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    lovelifetoday
    lovelifetoday

    He may or may not love you but, he sure is not expressing it. Your world needs to be "whole" before someone else being in it. Happiness comes from within ourselves. being unhappy with your life just means that something needs to change. Do not place blame on your parents even if they did lead you the wrong direction because ultimately the choices you make in life are yours to make and to own the outcome. You seem to think that you were not ready to marry and you may be right about that, only you yourself know when or what is right for you.







    You are right that wishing will not change the past.







    The past is gone, so let it go.







    What will you do NOW?







    That is the only question to ask yourself.







    You can cry or you can pick yourself up and make more choices, new choices, better choices based on what kind of life and future you do want.











    Good luck! The power lies within you. You can do ANYTHING that you really want.











    So...what do you want?

    Sep 1, 2012
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