He's Concerned Why I'm Not Happy.We have two beautiful children. Things were really getting better. He stopped flipping chairs, yelling at me and making threats. Drinking less. Then there was a stopping point. He came home today and told me he is concerned about me. Why am I not happy. He says that he knows that I love him..like a lover. But, do I? Maybe? I just am so ugh! In limbo.
I've always felt like I wasn't the only one. Since we've been married he's been in contact off and on with his x. Today, and this is not the first time, I found cookies on my computer for one of those adult hook up/online dating sites. All along I feel like he's been unfaithful to me. I'm not the person I used to be..and I blame him for that and myself for getting involved with him.
Things were getting better, but now.. now, I'm just not sure that it's good enough.
experiencingnow 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 Jan 19, 2013