My Story: Let me introduce myself....

I am a 23 year old house wife. Let me first start by saying, I didn't always do things like this.

I've been with my husband for 2 years now. We used to have an amazing bond. When we first met, I was a very jaded, very broken, and very scarred woman. I was single, and loved it. I hated men. I was very strong willed, independent. I had a lot of trust issues. He changed that. Over time, he became my world, my everything, and I'm still not sure how or why.....
We used to share everything. I could call him at 3 am, and he was there to listen. We spent so many long nights together. We told each other our deepest, darkest secrets. He loved me and accepted me for who I was.
But, after a while, he started drifting away. He would spend all day with the PS3, the laptop, but not me. Days would pass, and we wouldn't even speak. I had no control over it, I just don't know how I lost him. It's not like I didn't try to reach out, try to hold on.
I've always tried to be everything he wanted or needed, in every way I could. I loved him more than I loved myself.
We've been working on things, but I don't know if everything can be fixed. I need to reach out, to know that someone is there. But, now he works a lot, and I know he tries, but it's just not enough. So, I find myself here......
JustToFeel JustToFeel
22-25, F
1 Response Jan 20, 2013

I feel the same. I met my love in my teens and been married many years to him. At one point I loved him more than myself and more than my parents. Now at this point I need to seek help. I don't want to separate and I will try to do what I can to save our marriage. I remember he being my world and talking to him till the sun came up and now we hardly talk. I need to at least try. If nothing happens to save us then at least I tried.