Commited &Amp; Married, But SO Lonely!
First, I want to say that after over 18 years 2gethr, Im still madly in love w/my husband! Shortly aftr we 1st married, I became legally disabled. (Iv had 3 back surgeries, resulting in 6screws, 4cages, & 2rods n my spine) Bt now, we sleep in seperate rooms (he claims its bc he snores so loudly, he's try'n 2b respectful 2me) Which, honestly is in his character 2b considerate 2me. But I cant evn rembr the last X we made love. Im fearful he may b hav'n anthr affair. He's SO good 2me n so mny othr ways, Im jst not sure what, if nethng, I shld do. Bt like I sd, Im jst SO lonely!