By Myself

Well, here I am again.  At home with my 3 kids and 2 dogs, while my wonderful husband is out at the bar doing who knows what with who knows who. This is the story of my life.  He claims he loves me, but like I always tell him, actions speak louder than words. 

I've been a stay at home mom for almost 11 years.  That's hard to believe. Time flies! Most of that time I feel like I've raised my kids by myself. If my husband isn't working, he's either sleeping, playing Call Of Duty, or at the bar. I'm not mad when he's working, it's what he does in his free time. Sometimes on his days off he only comes out of the computer room to take a ****. The kids notice that too. That makes me sad. He has no idea what he's missing.

As far as sex goes...wait, what is that again? Oh yeah, that I only get maybe once a month. Well with all the internet **** out there, what man needs a wife?!? I'm 35 years old.  I'm not Miss America but I don't feel that I'm ugly. After having 3 kids I'm only 10 pounds heavier than when he married me. So my question is WHY? Why all this neglect? This isn't what I pictured my marriage to be.

jenngra jenngra
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 24, 2009

Thanks for the advice. I'll go by some lacy stuff and see how he likes it. Maybe I'll go tanning first.