So Tired of Being Unhappy
I just wish I could start over and find happiness again. Having to pretend to like it when he touches me is really starting to get to me. I feel disgusting. I need to find a way to leave him because I can't live like this anymore. I'm depressed all the time. I don't want to be alone but it's better than being with the wrong person. I can't keep lying. I know my family will be devastated but I've had enough. My mom said I could come home to stay if I needed but I don't know if she meant that or not. I truly hope she did. Of course moving back in with my parents is so going to SUCK!