Push Me Off the Cliff Already!

I’ve been separated since November 2008 after a year of marriage counseling, which I didn’t take as seriously as I should have, what I thought was a bump in the road was a fricken crater, and I jumped into it.  I am on/off with her, I don’t know what I want, one week I want her, the next I’m over it.  WTF!  I don’t know why I am so indecisive, she’s pretty much over me at this point, she’s given me so many chances already and tonight I asked for another. 

RecycledDaily RecycledDaily
46-50, M
2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

Thanks, I think I've come to the realization that she is not for me, never was, and never will be. I have to move forward and become a better person for mostly me, but I have to be strong for my son, and family in general.

Just wanted to let you know I went through an extended separation period before my divorce, so if you just want to vent or talk about it further I'll be glad to listen. All the best to you.