Tried Of Begging And Despartely Needing To Be Wanted.
I have been married for 19 years and at times I have felt more like a roommate, then his mate. We have shared the house, the kids but not not much more. Over the past year or so it seems like the only time we have sex is if I initiate it, I'm so tried of having to beg . If I try to talk to him he says he is better that he use to be. He just does not seem to understand marriage is more than house payment and kid soccer games, that we can not stay connected without sharing intimacy. I have began to wander if I had an affair I could stop feeling so empty. I'm not sure how much longer I can stay in this, without losing myself completely.