Just Sick Of It All

My fifteen year marriage to this alcoholic/drug addict has finally taken its toll on me. I have tried to leave him, live with him, tried everything. Nothing has worked for me.
But I now have an out. My kids are grown and the grandkids are now here. So I come and stay with the kids.
I leave for days at a time, where he can do what ever.He can get his little blue pills and ***** hop till his heart is content, I don't care. I have peace sometimes in the form of just being a good grandma.
So is their light at the end of the tunnel? yes and its not a train, its grandkids and freedom.
mommaceitta mommaceitta
51-55, F
2 Responses May 22, 2012

you being a woman is naturally a care taker - but as lots of women we don't take care of ourselves. i am a sober alcoholic and know what the journey is about. You need to take charge of your life - or regret will take over your life. Move forward with strength you have within - you can do it - you deserve to be happy. His journey is his own and he is the one responsible for that. Good luck and may the force be with you

thanks :)

may you have the courage to make a life for YOU! love to you mommaxx