I just don't know how to get over all of the stuff I've gone Thur in my past, I've such a bad experience with relationships and it all started when i was 19. I had this wonderful boyfriend well i thought he was at the time but things took a turn for the worst and he became very aggressive and i have no idea where things went wrong. We would rough house and things just playing around he took things to far and slapped me in the face hard enough to make me cry. I have no idea if he intended to do it. He'd pressure me into doing things that i didn't wanna do such as oral. Since all that happened I've had the worst experience with men and it's been going down hill ever since. I've been verbally abused, controlled, put down and just down right disrespected and because of what happened I've became angry to a point where i got diagnosed with anxiety and i tend to take my anger into other relationships that i get in and i really don't have anyone to talk with about my feelings who i actually trust because i feel nobody understands where i'm coming from. I'm so afraid that i will never be able to cope with my issues.