And I Miss You

It's funny how you can get so close to people here, and then they disappear. I have a heavy heart today. I'm usually a happy, upbeat person, but I'm missing the presence of a good friend. I'm worried about him and hope he's ok. I'm emotionally raw today for a variety of reasons, and I think that's why I'm feeling how much I miss him even more right now. I think about him every day, and I really hope he's all right. I don't know if I'll ever hear from him again. He'd probably hate that I posted this story, which for some reason makes me smile.

Wherever you are, I miss you.

livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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::Huggies:: Whoever he is, whatever is going on, you've got a friend in me. It's all I can really say. Few words for now.

Thank you, Lysander. I appreciate that. I'll be fine. I just hope he is as well.

The connections we make on here are real and personnal. Befoer my spouses walked out on me last year i would have never thought this so. (I wrote a "ramblings" story about this) I would have discounted these relationships as pie-in-the-sky. But they are not. i can understand your concern. Thise that we become close to we actualy form bonds with and after a while, CARE, really care, about that person. So it's hard when oe goes missing. I hope the best for you.
IN mycase, much as I want to wish her the sorst, I can't. She had meant to much to me for a period of time. I will not get her back--but I hope YOU do!

Thank you. I'm sorry you had such a heartbreaking experience, and I hope you find happiness again soon. This man was a close friend for a time, and I miss him and our conversations.

That's a shame. I hope works out for you.

I'm not holding my breath anymore. I think he may be gone for good. It just makes me sad, but I'll get over it and be fine again soon enough. Thank you for your kind words.


Thank you.

I've discovered that connections here, for whatever reason, can become quite compelling. We become very close. Reaching out for something. It's very powerful. I understand your feelings. A dear friend of mine just vanished one day two months ago. Still, not a day goes by that I don't miss her...

Thanks, John. It's very strange when you form those connections, assign meaning to them, thinking there's a bond / friendship there outside of this EP world. Then, if they disappear you're left wondering if any of it was real.

It's real. It's just very fluid. We flow in and out of these circles. Spinning in one for awhile, then going on. Hopefully we can find our way back to the ones we care for.

I hope you're right. I miss him so.

Send him your good thoughts

I do. Every day.

Hopefully he knows the good friends who care for him are missing him...

I hope so. I just don't know, and that's the hardest part. I try not to let my mind wander to dark places, but it's hard not to sometimes.

You can always lean on me. Take my hand and we'll try to find the way from the dark...

Thank you, John. That's very kind, and I appreciate your support. xox

That's why we are friends, because I know you would do the same for me...and you're smokin' HOT!!!

LOL!!! Thank you so much for the laugh. Yes, of course I'd do the same for you, but I don't know about that last part. You're sweet, though. :)

If you could see you as I do, as I'm sure others do, you would understand. :)

Again, you're very kind. Thank you for the ego boost. :)

I just want chocolate covered strawberries and some hot tub time....

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I'm right there, missing him, with ya.

*huge hugs*

I know, H. I know. *tight hug back* I will always be grateful to him for bringing us together. Well, I'm grateful to him for a lot of reasons, but you know that already. *sigh*

I find it so very ironic that it was him that caused us to find each other, especially given all the issues we once had.

Lol, I know, right? Life is funny with unexpected quirks (and perks) at times.


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