It Feels Like It's Been Forever...It's weird thinking that it's already September, especially when I feel like it has been years and not months since James left, which was in July for basic training right before my 17th birthday. I feel like him being away for so long has matured me a little in a way. But a lot of my friends don't really understand why I stayed with James while he was away and I'm starting to see drastic differences in the way they carry themselves around me, so I guess I can't really talk to them about how I feel anymore.
It sucks not having him near me, being that if I ever needed to talk about something he was there. I'm sure you all know how I feel when I say that it's hard having to adapt to the abscence of someone who's devoted so much time to you. 3
On the bright side, my baby comes home next month in October, not for that long, but I don't mind. I just can't wait to see him again. Hopefully when James is home my friends will see why I stayed with him and support him so much. If not? Oh well, I have all that I think I need right now, and that's enough. My Marine<3