And If Tomorrow Never Comes...

I am missing my Marine something terrible. We have spent our whole relationship apart though, so I should be used to it by now. I live in VA and he lived in CA. Now he's off to Afghanistan for the next year. I miss him so much, but he doesn't see it. He doesn't feel for me what I feel for him. Getting to tomorrow is the hardest thing to comprehend most days. I wish I could look into the future and discover what happens. I wish I knew if he missed me too or stopped to think about me. As I said my final goodbye, I confessed that I loved him, he had the most upsetting response. He didn't love me back. After being together for 7 months, I still have no learned my lesson apparently. So if tomorrow never comes, at least he will know how I feel. 

Runin4rmfate Runin4rmfate
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

I don't think so. He's been online a lot and hasn't talked to me in 11 days and doesn't respond to any of my messages. He got there and didn't look back, just completely stopped caring about me. Its over now and I just have to accept it.

Hey girl! I feel the same way, I'm always wondering if my Marine misses me as much as I miss him or even if he thinks about me. Sometimes I feel like I miss him more than he misses me. I'm pretty sure your Marine is thinking about what you told him. Being deployed might make him realize that he actually does love you in return. Stay strong.