It's stupid really.
I'm happy in our new home, I love my husband, my kids, I even enjoy my job most of the time; but I still miss him.

He doesn't deserve to be missed, doesn't want to be as far as I can tell. I can't help feeling this way though, it's as if a part of me is missing.
I try to concentrate on my real life, push him out of my head; he taunts me in my dreams instead.
I wish I could forget him once and for all.
yespleaseMrDarcy yespleaseMrDarcy
41-45, F
1 Response Apr 9, 2016

Omg it sounds like me. I'm happily married but dreams of him and "what ifs" will always be there. Let him go.

I'm trying to. I don't want to feel this way, I want to be 100% happy. X