Tears Wont Bring You Home.

Sometimes, I can't help but cry. It is so hard to always be strong. Putting on that happy face only works for so long but when the tears start It is next to impossible to get them to stop. It make me feel so selfish and stupid that I can't be stronger for you. I know that it isn't easy for you either and yet I don't hear you crying because you had a crummy day. Yet I sit alone in this house and the silence cuts at my heart and my ears. Ever second that passes seems like an eternity. I just wish for once the phone would ring and I could hear your voice. For now, that would be enough.

AllieKatt87 AllieKatt87
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 25, 2009

God bless the home folk. It's makes the soldiers life more bearable.<br />
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Facing death everyday often makes reality into the unreal.<br />
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The home folk who wait, cry, pray, send stuff, CARE and remember who we are - makes life real. Makes us be more careful.<br />
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God bless the home folk. They are the real rason we are here.