A Lot.

some people see me as cold and indifferent.but they can`t be futher from the truth.it`s just hard for me to open up to people.and i hide how i feel.i don`t want to get hurt anymore.i had enough pain in my life.i give all i have .some see me weak because i don`t show my anger.i cannot allow my anger to control me.and when i do,and cry they say"see he`s a pushover".i don`t like that part of me.i would rather die than cause harm.i am not good at expressing feelings with words ,so they don`t understand.i foregive them.and move on.

ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
Mar 28, 2009