Blood and Guts

I don't think I am the only one and that is a comfort.  I have always liked blood and guts, I can't help it.  When there is an accident or someone tells me they saw or heard of an accident or anything, the first thing I ask is, could you see any blood? any guts?.....

Every once in a while I look  at something on line, just cause I am curious.....I know there are tons of gross horrible things on line, and so maybe once a year does it for me......I pull up a gross out site, click on a morbid picture, cover my eyes with my hands and slowly pull them away and look.  It is so gross, but fascinating at the same time.  I don't want people to get hurt, and I don't wish them harm, but it is so cool to see things all distorted and how things get all gooey and mashed about. 

After about 10 minutes I feel queasy and weird, and click off.  The last time I did this, after I was done I went and looked at pictures of kittens and puppies, cause I felt bad and kinda grossed out.  But I still had to look.  I can't help it.

mytime mytime
36-40, F
1 Response Feb 14, 2009

well i have a few stories i could tell ya