I Am Very Fat And Want To Grow Fatter And LargerI found this site and it appears to have friends who are looking what I want. I am a very fat 355 pound man. I love being large and am planning on gaining more weight. When I was a child and teenager I was always fat. I remember I was on my first diet when I was very young. As I grew up, I was alwasy happy eating and was very heavy. I remember splitting my pants for the first time when I was a cub scout because I was fat. By middle school I was over 200 and in high school as much as 400. I lost the weight in school and for most of my 20s and 30s kept my weight in the lower 200s. About 15 years ago, I started to gain weight again. I gradually kept gaining and remember going back to the gym when I had reached 280. I saw myself in the mirror and my belly sticking out really made an impression. I walked around the gym and could tell that I was being looked at quite a bit. The gym had mostly very fit men and women so I am sure that seeing me that large registered. After showering, I noticed how my size was really showing. Over the next 10 years my weight kept increasing. I took a new job and moved when I had reached 350. Over the last five years my weight has been anywhere form 300 to 385. What I enjoyed the most was the time when I passed 350 and went up to 385. I found myself enjoying the increase in my size and how I looked. I would walk around and notice how my large size showed in mirrors or reflective windows. I realized that what I wanted to be was very very fat. I took a new job and over the last year have come back down to 355.
As I grew larger and fatter, I learned how much I liked to show off my size. I wear my pants around my waist and tend to favor a syle that shows off my big belly above and below my belt. I have worn as much as size 60 pants and now am at a 58 inch waist with 3 or 4XL shirts. I like being able to shop for new clothes that look nice and are not too tight. I want to show how fat I am in a fashionable way. As I was at my heaviest, I realized that I was going to have to start finding new places on line to buy pants as the big and tall stores tend to stop at 60 inches.
I am now at a point where I really want to become much fatter. How much that is I don't know. I want to be able to continue to walk and be active. At my current size, I realize that most sports are not for me. The thought of seeing me try to run around a court is funny. I like golf, going for waks and sometmes swimming. I love to eat. I am a fairly good cook and when I go out I enjoy most foods. When I reached 385, I could see how much my belly showed. I had taken a vacation on a cruise for the first time and enjoyed the time away. I spent much of my time eating four or five meals a day and snacking all the time. It was a great way to relax, feed myself and read some good books. I enjoyed relaxing by the pool or on our balcony. By the end of the cruise, as I was putting my shorts on, I could see that I had put on weight. When I arrived home, I realized how much - 10 pounds. It felt great. I am going to make sure I take more cruise vacations.
i know many people will think that my desire to gain weight and become even fatter is different. I know that is what makes me happy and as I put on weight it made me happier. I am lucky to have a wife who loves me very fat and will support me as I gain much more weight. As the summer comes to an end, it will be a good time to get fatter. It will be interesting to see where I am a year from now. I love being very fat. I am looking forward to getting to 400 or more.
I put my first post here to see how the friends on this site accept me. I am morbidly obese so i figured this was a good place to start. I like telling my stories and my experiences with becoming very fat.