Big Girlim a really big girl. one time i saw on a doctors note, that she wrote that i am morbidly obese. i thought "me???' yeah, i guess that is me.
inside i still think that im skinny as i was growing up. the only time i realize otherwise is when i catch site of a mirror.
i would like not to be this way, but havent had much luck keeping weight off whenever i manage to lose some of it. i always think, maybe someday. and i hold onto those size 16 clothes. im 24 right now, but i would be satisfied to be a size 16. i would still be big, but fit into 'normal' clothes, if you know what i mean. XL's.
still i dont let this keep me down. i go to the beach and swimming pools. i didnt do that when i was thin. but now, if someone doesnt like me in a bathing suit, they can just look away. its not my problem. i wear a dress or skirt every day for work and wear make up.
ever read 'fat is a feminist issue'?
kittten 46-50, F 15 Responses 15 Dec 30, 2007