Omg Dont No Where To Start.. :(

Well as all of you do, i have a big problem with food and it's got out of control. I've tried to sort it out, believe me I have. I've seen a counsellor been put on diets tried to sort out my issues but i just can't. I enjoy food, i cant think of anything else and it's got me into such a bad way. I currently have a carer who helps me do many things like getting up/going to bed, toileting, washing and encouraging me to take a few steps. She's seen it all, I can be terrible, I know I can be, she tries to control what i eat but if she doesnt give it to me, i shout and become very angry until she does. I breakdown after becasue i know what i'm doing is wrong. Although, most of the time I stay in bed or in my chair, she does do some little exercises with me to try and ease me a little. For example, she'll get me onto the bed and i'll roll back with my legs up as high as i can. i feel it relieves some of the anger i have inside. Another one is moving around the bed without her help. I sometimes feel I can manage so I tell her to go. Most of the time, I struggle and call her to come back. I am very depressed but would never consider surgery or anything. I am taking one step now and again but it's so hard. I've never told anyone this before.
chloepearce93 chloepearce93
8 Responses May 22, 2011

please contact us fatty.

It's been a year since you was last online and almost 5 years since this story let's hear an update about your obesity and immobility, hopefully you are still immobile and that you've found someone to give you the junk food you want so much Chloe.

I'd happily feed you. X

do you want to talk to me?

Yes just say when.

please email me ,

Sure! By the way how long have you been bedridden?

Don't lose weight! Your sexy as you are!

Your carer is an absolute blessing. I hope you appreciate how lucky you are to have a strong woman who is there for you and sincerely cares for you and tries to do the right thing for you. Try to humble yourself a bit and work with her. You need external structure as you are not capable in your present state to bring about health and healing for yourself. There is not a single person on the face of this planet who has ever had a weight problem who doesn't absolutely love food. But all of us need to deny ourselves a little because our appetites are outrageous and would kill us if they could. Surely you don't want that?

I've messaged you I hope your okay it's probably really hard to get computer access when your bedridden. X

You sound amazing!<br />
Dont lose weight sweetie!<br />
Message me!