6 Years of Tears

I'm more emotional then I appear and often more emotional then I care to be. After being with someone for the first time in 6 years, I cried 6 years of tears in about 15-20 mins. I don't recall a time in recent memory when I felt that emotional, that vulnerable. Even as she wings her way back to the West Coast, my world kind of remains topsy turvy. Times like these - I wish more than ever that I could have a mini directory of my EP gurus to call and pour myself out to. So you see I am the great showman for I am usually a master of hiding such feelings or caging them but never doubt the depth of my feeling. For that is the reason I ask so many questions, why I push so hard; because I want and crave the knowledge that when the floodgates are opened - that you will be there to catch me. Be there to understand and calm me, be there to ensure I make a safe landing. I owe a sister an apology, I was way out of my league.

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2 Responses Aug 31, 2009

Being emotional is part of our life, evryone have this thing but some shows it and some can't even show it... like i am also think i am super emotional, but now i am master of my emotions as i can't be in the situation i was,,,, good luck to you and be happy

...people like u and me are more emotional than we appear...but the true people are the ones that are able to see through our facades of happiness...<br />
...im really sorry u have cried so many rears...i am here if u ever need to talk...^^....