Dealing With Loss.

It all started a little over a year ago. My brother and cousin who I worked with we're killed together in a car wreck(We saw each other 5-6 days a week, hung out at each others houses, etc...). Since then I've run the gauntlet of emotions. I'm still mourning and having a hard time of it. But one of the most persistent feelings I have is that I don't care one bit what happens.. They were my two of my best friends and now that they are gone I feel that life as I know it is over for me. I have a loving wife and 4 children, they need me, but I'm depressed and full of grief. I'm looking to see how others have dealt with similar situations.
HollowVessel HollowVessel
26-30, M
Dec 10, 2012