Goodbye ExIt's nearly 3 months since he left me. I admit that I was really struggling to move on. I was very eager to forget about him and just be happy again. But now, I am really doing okay. I know that the scar will always be there, but I am glad that the wound in my heart just stopped bleeding and started healing. I am so thankful with all the people who helped me to move on and also for the songs that made me realize that I should not stop being happy after a very devastating break up. It was very devastating because he left without giving me concrete answers. Well anyways, I realized that it's okay not to know the answers, what matters is I have to find ways to be happy again. I am very glad to have my friend who was always there to make me feel how special I am. Having that situation made me see who my real friends are. It doesn't matter how many they are, what matters is they are true to me. I don't force myself to move on anymore, all I do is try not to think of him as possible. There are times where I still wonder how he is doing but, as time passes I noticed I don't often think about him anymore. I just let myself be surrounded by people who really loves and cares for me. I try to go to the mall alone, and test myself, and I realized that I could really be happy being single. My very special friend told me I don't need to rush things and I am so happy he is always there for me. Now that I am single, I am able to give value to myself. I try to focus on myself and do the things that I want to do. I am glad that this day has finally come. Thank you so much also for this site too! There were lots of people here who helped me and I want to thank you all.
ariespam 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 Apr 10, 2012