I Have Fianlly Moved On.

I was in love with this man. We broke up 4 years ago or so. We were going to get married. I look back now I am so glad we didn't get married I would have been so unhappy and sad. I would have been miserable. I woke up today and I realized I have moved on and came a long way it hurt so bad I thought I would never get over him. When it finally happened I didn't realize it! He will always have a special place in my heart. He was my first love. It's over. I haven't found the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I will. When you finally can say to him I loved you. Past tense its one of the greatest feeling of your life.
browneyes71000 browneyes71000
22-25, F
1 Response Jun 10, 2010

It must feel really great i myself don't know if I really want anyone else what stage I'm I in...denial...well any way I just want to be in love with someone again where the feeling is mutual..my Ex told me it was a time were he truly adored me..but I changed that ..but then he claims that he still loves me but lately he hasnt actually said those words to me in about 2 months now and it really hurts..