In My Eyes

I can Never do anything as well as it should be .. Im very much a perfectionist and having ocd makes it ten times worse ... no matter what i do .. Its not good enough the way i look is  never good enough .. like on yrbook im never doing battles again . cause i keep getting shown up by these girls .. talk about a confidence killer .. so ill do no more battles .. but i have to  get myself  back to where i want to be physically , Mentally and Spiritually then maybe ill be able to drop the horrible critic thing
starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
26-30, F
Jun 20, 2007