I Am My Own Worst Enemy
look in the mirror and wonder how is it possiable for others to see good in me or even think i am pretty ? I see someone thats ugly, nasty fryed hair, someone who is to skinny but yet fat if that makes since ? Wanting to lose my love handles and have a flater stomic. my hands wrists and face look too skinny. I have gone so far down that all i see is negitive and wondering how anything good people say could be true. Seeing the white lines on the surface my scars and wondering what people would think of them and the reasons behind them. Small lips that is bearly there. Someone that is four eyes and has wide hips dispropotional. The voice that sounds like a horse high and squeeky. wish i could cange the fact that i have a unibrow. feling ugly when i am at my best. like i can never messure up and be pretty enough.
