I'm a mid-30's divorced woman. I've been with my current boyfriend for several years and know he cherishes and adores me.

I have a tough time accepting he actually loves me. I know this is all leftover from my divorce, and I desperately want to get past it. (My ex-husband left me when we found out I couldn't have children.)

I just feel like I'm never good enough. When I'm alone, I'm fine, but when I get around people who are close to me (my family + boyfriend), I get so insecure.

I don't know why, but I suddenly get scared and feel like I'm not good enough.

I've tried everything (counseling, meditation, etc) to get over this. I have no idea what to do and I desperately want to quit sabotaging myself and hurting the good people in my life.
flc80 flc80
36-40, M
1 Response Aug 28, 2014

You should forget about the past.