Gonna Loose My House, My Own Fault
I am a 46 yr. old single mom to a 14 yr. old son. Nobody wants us and I tried to buy mens affections to find a way out of my lonliness. My dad left physically when I was 11, emotionally he was not dedicated. I wish he would have taught me how to value myself. He threw my mother and I away like garbage and I always get jealous of happy families.
I have foolishly given away all my money and now I face the desperate challenge of selling my belongings at a moving sale and hoping to have enough precious money for a house payment. I have nobody to blame but myself. I cannot seem to learn to value and take care of myself.
I gave away my body as well, loved and lost in two months. I am terrified about what the future holds and cannot believe what a foolish, lonely person I am. I have taken care of my son alone his whole life, and I don't know how I will keep a roof over his head. I have sinned so bad against the Lord. I cannot expect to be blessed with the type of behavior I have exhibited. I cannot seem to find hope in my future. Please pray for me, thank you.