Past Is Gone Future Is Not Here Yet Stay In The Moment

The past use to have a great hold on me.  I held what i use to be over my own head , no one else was doing this, it was me.  I beat myself up for things that are already done.  I had a hard time forgiving myself.  I had asked god to forgive me.  And I believed he had forgiven, but i had a hard time forgiving myself.  Now, sometimes things  still linger, thats when i pray and remember that is not me anymore and that im human allowed to make mistakes.  As along as i learn from the mistakes, and change an grow.  And remember that im a good person, i just need to bring the good qualities out more. But i totally understand been there, sometimes still are.

ann9265 ann9265
41-45, F
Feb 15, 2010