I Am Myself
Many a time I find myself wondering if I really feel like something....am I really just to lazy to get out of bed today? Do I really want to stay inside? Do I feel like talking about it?
I'm speaking about an unusual but common form of self doubt here. Can I really be brutally honest with myself? Well for starters here is an attempt...no I do not think so....I often find that halfway through I changed my mind....fair enough that doesn't really mean much....can't predict the future after all! But what if I could hang onto this? What if I can shout inward and later outward precisely what I am a like? Would I start skipping on chances and gut feelings because? I think this flawed me isn't so bad......I'd hate to be predictable like that and set in my ways.....so in short....this me Loves surprises, twists and turns of events!
I'm speaking about an unusual but common form of self doubt here. Can I really be brutally honest with myself? Well for starters here is an attempt...no I do not think so....I often find that halfway through I changed my mind....fair enough that doesn't really mean much....can't predict the future after all! But what if I could hang onto this? What if I can shout inward and later outward precisely what I am a like? Would I start skipping on chances and gut feelings because? I think this flawed me isn't so bad......I'd hate to be predictable like that and set in my ways.....so in short....this me Loves surprises, twists and turns of events!