It's just me....That's why it's special!

Many a time I find myself wondering if I really feel like something....am I really just to lazy to get out of bed today? Do I really want to stay inside? Do I feel like talking about it?

I'm speaking about an unusual but common form of self doubt here. Can I really be brutally honest with myself? Well for starters here is an attempt...no I do not think so....I often find that halfway through I changed my mind....fair enough that doesn't really mean much....can't predict the future after all! But what if I could hang onto this? What if I can shout inward and later outward precisely what I am a like? Would I start skipping on chances and gut feelings because? I think this flawed me isn't so bad......I'd hate to be predictable like that and set in my ways.....so in short....this me Loves surprises, twists and turns of events!