I have always been the anorexic ballerina. I am not really anorexic but everyone tells me that I look that way. I feel as though people hate me because I am so thin and I get these dirty looks where ever I go. It is not my fault that I am thin. I tried to gain weight. I just could not do it. I have come to terms with the fact that I am always going to look anorexic and I am always going to be receiving these looks. Don't be jealous it is not a crime to be thin and I am not starving myself. People act like if you are thin you are guilty of some crime.