Alive Once Again

So this was my second marriage. First one was an alchoholic and abusive, this one a compulsive liar and sneaky as hell, so once again I am single and free. Scared...yes, lonely...yes, but FREE!!! We were together 5 years, married almost 3 and I cannot wait for the divorce to be finalized. He put me through hell honestly and now that I am happy again he wants me back. No way, not making that mistake again. I am ready to move on with my life, concentrate on college, kids, work, and maybe even dating again. Not in a big hurry for anything serious, just want someone nice, and honest to spend time with and get to know. So for all out there who is going through separation, divorce, or just a bad situation know that it is scary, lonely, heart breaking, and sometimes will drive you crazy, but there will come a day when you will be happy, find yourself smiling and laughing again. There is a rainbow after the rain and if they can't accept you at your worst, they damn sure don't deserve you at your best. Good luck to everyone going through hard times right now, I am very excited for my future and couldn't be happier.
singlemom85 singlemom85
26-30, F
May 8, 2012