2 Strikes....

well got the guts to actually say to my partner I want to separate for good...I didnt want this for myself especially a second time around and at 38yrs of age....but 4 yrs of chaos and no light sparkling at the end somewhere isnt worth it ...to me no one is to blame....though to her it will be I am the majority ....but when is it enough...
when I kiss her its empty..... when i hold her its cold....when i look at her its resentment...when we are intimate its awkward and unnatural...no communication except yelling and blame...no trust to build on....
and i get who will take you now ,your old,,,5 kids....and your not skinny.and its your second marriage....
maybe no one but i have my kids and ill have myself.....to grow improve and learn...
i dont regret the time shared.....ill just mourn for what was lost....
Bodaciouslybeautiful Bodaciouslybeautiful
36-40, F
1 Response Sep 19, 2012

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