And I feel fineAlmost two weeks since I moved out, and I am doing well. My therapist says this is the happiest he has seen me in eight months. I am relieved. My husband did not want me to move out. I know I am breaking his heart,I do feel bad that I hurt him. I know I made the right decision for me.
Looking back, I wish I had never married my husband. There were so many red flags that I ignored. I became someone I didn't recognise in order to make the relationship work. When I found myself again, I had already fallen out of love with him. I am not going back.
No children involved, so that is a blessing, but I would still be leaving him. No affair either, at least on my part. I wish we were already divorced.
Rachmiel 36-40, F 2 Responses 0 Jan 16, 2013